Hi!

Sólo quiero recalcar 4 reglas muy importantes de este blog… / I just want you to take 4 main rules of this blog  into consideration…

1. No alterar ni borrar los logos de las fotos o videos / Do not edit nor erase  the logos of any photo or video I share here.
2. Colocar todos los créditos completos si comparten algo de aquí y, además, las notas debajo de estos / Keep all the credits (and its notes) of the posts intact, please.
3. No hacer hotlink a las imágenes ni enlaces de descarga / Do not hotlink to any pic, download link, etc.
4. No usar lo que comparta para fines comerciales / Do not use what I share for commercial purposes.

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Ciertamente, cuando algunas imágenes no estén disponibles será debido a que el límite de banda ancha de mi cuenta en photobucket ha sido superado. Sin embargo, volverán a su estado normal el día 4 del siguiente mes / Occasionally, some of my images will not be avaiable; that is because the bandwidth limit of my photobucket account was overcome. However, my bandwidth limit will reset every month on the 4th, so you could see all the pics again then.

Por los enlaces de descarga que ya no están disponibles, los iré volviendo a subir poco a poco, de todas maneras, si desean uno de un post muy antiguo, me lo hace saber con un comment en el blog y yo lo subo sin problemas ^^ / There are some download links which are not available anymore, BUT if you want one of them, just ask for it by leaving a comment on its post ^^ 

Gracias por leer y espero su comprensión :) / Thanks for reading :) hope you understand~

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Tu tanta falta de querer; todo sería tan diferente si tu me quisieras!

 

Today I returned to sleep in our bed…
and everything remains the same
The air and our cats
Nothing will change
Difficult to forget you… being here

I want you to see…
I still love you and I think I do it even more than yesterday
The poison ivy doesn’t let you see
I feel crushed (mutilated) and so small

Come and tell me the truth
Have mercy and tell me why
Nooo….
How was that you stopped loving me
I was still able to bear… y
our huge lack of love

A month ago, I used to listen to you…
and be your accomplice

I thought that there was anyone else than you
I was your friend and your love

Now, I’ll sleep
Very deeply in order to forget
I’d like even my death for not thinking
I gorge myself to take this bitterness out of me

Come and tell me the truth
Have mercy and tell me why
Nooo….
How was that you stopped loving me
I was still able to bear… y
our huge lack of love


I said goodbye but I lied to you…
I didn’t want to get away (from you)
I dissimulated, I endured
but I can’t do it anymore
I wanted to erase you, forget you but I remember you again

Everyday, I go for walking
I do thousand of things in order to not thinking
I filled me with ornaments
I suffer of disorders
I always want to call you

I don’t want nothing, nothing, nothing… It’s just that I’m so complicated
Ay, ay. ay
From me, from this love that got inside me and shoots
That infects and claims you
Ay, ay. ay
From me, from this love that drives into me like bullet
That hangs and kills me
Everything would be different if you love me

I must stop because I can’t do this anymore
Everything hurts me
The psychiatrist already told me
I know what is better, I forget your face

I don’t want nothing, nothing, nothing… It’s just that I’m so stubborn
(…)

If you love me, I let go everything
I would not go to therapy
I know I forgive you
With your black hair, I’ll make a tale
I want to live this moment with you
(…)

 

Mi error…

Se volvió una de mis canciones favoritas de este año! Gracias a una amiga muy especial que me la mostró :)

I’m sorry for seeing stars where they weren’t…

and for fooling myself with your kisses made of paper

I’m sorry for confusing love with company…

and buying the idea that one day you would love me, would love me

They say that the best for a good goodbye is to apologize and forgive what it did hurt

Today, I don’t know yet who of us did it worse…

if you and your ego or me and my stubborn heart

Forgive me, forgive me for giving you more than you wanted to have…

Forgive me, forgive me… the fault is all mine, you just had something to do with this

Forgive me… my mistake was to hug you, my mistake was to give my all

My mistake was to fall in love with… a coward

I’m sorry for missing you every night and day

I’m sorry for not seeing obvious signs in your skin

I’m sorry for holding onto this stupid fantasy and the idea that one day you would be faithful to me

They say that the best for a good goodbye is to apologize and forgive to each other what it did hurt

Today, I don’t know yet who of us did it worse…

if you and your ego or me and my stubborn heart

Forgive me, forgive me for giving you more than you wanted to have

Forgive me, forgive me… the fault is all mine, you just had something to do with this

It is not cynicism, I’m really sorry

Forgive me for betting that I could be the love of your life

Forgive me, forgive me for giving you more than you wanted to have

Forgive me, forgive me… the fault is all mine, you just had something to do with this

Forgive me… my mistake was hug you, my mistake was dedicate myself

My mistake was fall in love with… a coward

 

Y entonces… llegó el adiós

 

 

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Baby, … tantas palabras y memorias que hicimos, ¿puedes recordarlos?

Ahora, entendí. Finalmente, entendí que quieres tirar mi amor y amistad al tacho como basura.

Y no puedes enfrentarme por última vez…. Fuiste valiente para hacer que me enamorara de ti pero eres tan cobarde para admitir que fui solo un juego, que te aburriste, que querías una siguiente novia y que no soy más útil para ti.

Baby, … so many words and memories we did, can you remember?

Now, I got it… I finally understood that you want to throw my love and friendship to the trash like shit.

And you CAN’T face me for the very last time… You were brave to make me fall in love with you but you are so coward to admit that I was just a play for you, that you get bored, that you want a next girlfriend and I’m not useful for you anymore.

En realidad, no me amaste. Nunca lo hiciste. Cometí muchos errores y equivocaciones pero, ¿qué hay sobre ti?

Me mentiste, me manipulaste y te perdoné.

Me negaste como tu novia y te perdoné.

Sabiendo mi pasado, me heriste e hiciste llorar y te perdoné… Olvidé todo y mi amor siguió intacto.

You really don’t love me. You never did it. I had so many mistakes and wrongs, but what about you?

You lied to me, manipulated me and I forgave you.

You denied me as your girlfriend and I forgave you.

Knowing my past, you hurt me and made me cry and I forgave you…. I forgot all and my love was kept intact.

Felicitaciones. Fui una chica más en tu lista. Nunca imaginaste que esta chica extranjera podría tomarte en serio porque cuando me encontraste, tú solo pasabas el rato… Sí… Buscabas lo que no podías tener ahí, incluso sabiendo tu “realidad”… Estoy segura que no soy la primera tonta que sedujiste hasta conseguir lo que querías o quizás creíste que era una chica fácil con la que te podrías divertir.

No era como esas chicas que buscabas, soy la única que te amó como nadie más lo hará y lo sabes muy bien… Te lo probé de muchas maneras… Fui leal, honesta y, sobretodo, estaba dispuesta a hacer todo por ti… pelear por ti, ayudarte a alcanzar tus sueños, darte mi vida si me lo pides… todo, … !

Congratulations. I was one more girl on your list. You never imagined that this foreign girl could take you for serious because when you found me, you just were doing pass time… Yes… You were looking for what you can’t have there, even knowing your “reality”… I’m sure I’m not the first fool that you seduced until get what you wanted or maybe you believed that I was a bitch you could have fun with.

I was not like those girls you were looking for, I’m the only one that loved you like no one else will ever do and you know it very well…. I proved it to you in so many ways… I stayed loyal, honest and moreover, I was able to do everything for you… fight for you, help you to reach your dreams, give my life if you ask for it… everything, … !

Sigue leyendo

Todo este tiempo….

Sí… todo este tiempo” estuve perdida y pasé por muchas cosas. No pretendo excusarme, solo quiero volver y terminar lo que un día hace mucho tiempo empecé, aunque aquellas personas que me siguieron ya no estén más por aquí. Las ubicaré y las obligaré a leer el fin de mis fics hahaha

:)